I've been home since the beginning of December and I'm actually getting used to it. At first I didn't want to be back but now that I've been chilling with my friends all the time its fun...it kind of feels like the old times in HS. I've been to 2 parties this week, yesterday and Sunday and I might go to another one tonight. Man all this party business is killing me! I've worked 8-1 shifts so I've been totally dead on my feet :P The other day I met a nice cab driver. He was really quiet but I was drunk so I started talking to him about driving cabs and stuff and he told me his whole life story and then said that he hoped my surgery would go okay (he overheard me telling Mel about it on our way home). He was really nice. It's just funny when things like that happen. Most of the time you don't really stop to think about the lives of the ppl who do the shit jobs that make your life easier (such as cab driving) but once you get talking to them you find out that they're cool ppl too. Anyways I'd better go. There are things for me to do in this house....like wrap other ppls presents for other ppl I don't know. How the hell did I end up the present bitch anyways? Ah well hahaha Merry Christmas all :) or should i say...Christmukkah?

So its my birthday. Happy Birthday to me :D So far the only person I've shared it with has been Mike who stayed with me until 12 even though he has an exam tomorrow just so he could hug me and say "Happy Birthday!". I really love him a lot sometimes. Even when I feel like I have no one else I know he's there to love me. It kind of sucks being here for my birthday. I don't really have any close friends here except for the ones I came with and most of them have gone home for the weekend. Lindsay (my roommate) left too so she can't come out either. Unfortunately I haven't really become close with anyone on my floor so everyone forgot it was my birthday today. Ah well. It is exam time so they have a lot to think about. Me too actually....I dunno I just always thought my 19th birthday would be a big deal. It really isn't though. Like I'm not even excited one ounze. Well I still have another few hours left before my birthday if officially over so we'll see how it goes :) I might just end up having a rockin birthday after all!
G'nite :)