Phantom of the Opera...what an amazing movie! I loved the play too but hell, the movie is awesome and about 1/8 the price of a theatre ticket. I would definitely go see it again! I've always had a soft spot for the phantom. I feel really bad for him during the whole movie, and I can't help feeling that Christine should have stayed with him in the end. He's so alone in the world and all he wants is to be loved by someone. I always cry at the part when she leaves him and he has nothing left. Its such a powerful love story I think. Some people think he's twisted, but I can see the humanity in his character. The whole thing is just so powerful. I think its one of the few musicals whose music takes you through every emotion. It makes me wish I could sing. Currently I can't even speak, so I'm most definitely a far ways away from sounding anything like the singers in the theatre. *le sigh* If past lives are real then I've most definitely had one. There's no way I can feel the way I do all the time and not have lived some time before now. I'm too attached to the past for it not to have happened. I wish I could know what it was like. If I could build a time machine today I would do it and go back in a second, just so see it all for myself and know that I was there.

Today was a great day. I was in an awesome mood the entire day and it carried right through into the evening. I love days like these :) We just finished watching Center Stage. It's one of those good no brainer movies that keeps the mood light and passes time. Oooh Peter Gallagher hahaha. I still have no voice but its coming back in bits and pieces. I didn't talk to Mike today but that doesn't bother me. I don't really have much to say to him anymore anyways. Everything is just kind of stagnant right now. Not unhappy, but stagnant. I'm sure things will spice up sooner or later though. They usually do, it's all one big cycle after all.

There's so much more I want to say right now but its too heavy and personal and it would really bring down my current mood. I just want to DO something with my life, instead of going through everything just the way its supposed to be...all planned out and stuff. I like spontenaity, its what keeps life interesting. I always wonder if I'd stuck with one of the many things I tried as a kid, where would I be today? How differently things could have turned out...or maybe everything would be the same. Maybe I was never meant to do anything different other than to love history and be a book nerd. It's silly to think about it but sometimes I wonder...how different could my life be? And would I want it to be different?